shooba shubba

I'm in my head currently and a little slower than usual. I feel stuck in a quicksand of energy. It's weird. I want to express myself yet it seems hard to because I'm so stuck in my head that I can't even tell what is what. I can't even feel my arms connected to my body, I feel decapitated, every extremity seeming a foreign object apart from my mind. My soul is craving yoga. It needs it to help integrate itself, to know itself as whole once again. To know itself completely and recognize its ultimate potential and innate brilliance. I just need someone to talk to fully, with no fear of judgement or embarrasment. Now I can have the freedom of being a nobody. So, what does a girl have to do to get some self acceptance up in here? It's late but I just need a moment for myself, to listen to myself think, to see what's really going on up in my head. So I've dedicated this breif period in my life to whoa. im totally unaware of my surroundings too. i need to get off the computer and meditate. said in a chinese lady voice wghy am i is o afraid to useaccents in front of peopl.. afraid to use my voice especially in a musical tone i hear fireworks... whooooaaaa.... i need a moment with myself...